Mindy's personal journal.

lol yus

2009-07-09T03:28:48Z

Sigh

2009-06-24T14:17:14Z

Looking for jobs sucks!
I've already contacted like three people on craigslist, and now mom wants to go "pond the pavement"
~~FUCK MY LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~~

Poo poo padoo

2009-06-19T20:21:13Z

I'm bored and hungry and my tummy hurts.
My dad keeps singing the "fatty" song and it's getting on my nerves! I need an apartment of my own.

Hahahaha

2009-06-19T05:54:59Z

Okay so I'm totally watching royal pains right now. :)
And I'm being lazy and hungry.

AND ALL THE GIRLIES SAY I'M PRETTY FLY

2009-05-21T02:18:50Z

FOR A WHITE GUY.
but I'm not a guy.
I'm a girl.
I don't have a peniz thanks very much.

guitarsnhearts @ 2009-04-07T14:44:00

2009-04-07T19:55:41Z

Step 1: Put your iPod on random.
Step 2: Post the first line from the first 50 songs that play, no matter how embarrassing the song.
Step 3: Let everyone guess what song and artist the lines come from.
Step 4: Bold the songs when someone guesses correctly.
Step 5: Looking them up on Google or any other search engine is CHEATING!

Guess, as many as you kids would like. This is for fun, so dont look up the lyrics on Google. kthxs.

1.) Now I know, That I can't make you stay.

2.) Had to wake up alone,

3.) Out on my own again...

4.) This may be the last thing that I write for long, Can you hear me smiling when I sing this song, for you, and only you. ((<3))

5.) On top of the roof The air is so cold and so calm I say your name in silence You don't wanna hear it right now

6.) I'm hot! you're cold. you go around like you know, who I am, but you don't. ((XD I started laughing sooo hard.))

7.) Rocks & salt, a small umbrella and I'm fine, but straight from the bottle might save me a little time. ((My new song, 4 reals...))

8.) If I were a painter, mixing my colors. How could I ever find, the blue of your eyes? ((TBQH this song used to make me cry.))

9.) I would try to believe In the things I cannot see But my faith is shaken now Like it’s never been before

10.) I know there's something in the wake of your smile I get a notion from the look in your eyes yeah

11.) Comparisons are easily done Once you've had a taste of perfection

12.) you remind me of a former love...

13.) If they could see you now They would surely bow In the honor of your presence dear You've come

14.) Everybody says, "Uh oh, let's go, Here comes trouble, There's sirens in the streets,"

15.) I wonder if I take you home Would you still be in love, baby (in love, baby)

16.) I am an arms dealer Fitting you with weapons in the form of words

17.) Yo check it out I’ve got a plan, here’s my intention The frat boys in the club are lame, let’s start an altercation

18.) Times are strange We've got a free upgrade For snakes on a plane

19.) You used to hold the door for me, now you can't wait to leave

20.) We keep ourselves a mystery But we provide, provide the clues So the rest is up to you And don't forget to check the obvious

21.) Why you always trying to make me something that I don't wanna be? Ooo, push me over, make me over, try to make a joke out of me

22.) I've been here before a few times And I'm quite aware we're dying

23.) This has been no walk in the park I feel like we have fallen apart

24.) I'll take you home If you don't leave me at the front door

25.) He wears his heart safety pinned to his backpack His backpack is all that he knows

26.) A star up in the sky goes slowly passing by, The lights below...they spell out your name.

27.) If I strum chords, would you sing a song with me If I leave town would you leave along with me

28.) Got the news today Doctors said i had to stay A little bit longer and I'll be fine

29.) I am such a sucker And I'm always the last to know

30.) I don't care about a thing today I used to but I'm fed up

31.) Have you ever wanted to disappear? and join a monastery go out and preach young addicts straight

32.) They're gonna clean up your looks With all the lies in the books To make a citizen out of you

33.) Oh, fashionistas, scene police and souvenirs - Keepsakes from days I wish that I wasn't here

34.) Today I screwed up again, You said I could tell in the way you said goodbye, I saw you sitting at your t-shirt stand with your new boyfriend, He's really cool, I get the point

35.) I'm through with standing in line to the clubs I'll never get in

36.) I never thought I'd die alone I laughed the loudest who'd have known?

37.) Eyeliner And A Famous Designer Brand your Mind Is A Moment To Be Stamped

38.) And i will wait until the end When the pendulunum will swing back to the darker side of our hearts bleeding

39.) I'm staring at a broken door There's nothing left here anymore

40.) 30th of April, seems like yesterday. We bought a house above the ocean where our kids could laugh and play.((<3<3<3<3<3))

41.) Sister, I'm not much a poet, but a criminal And you never had a chance

42.) In the beginning, I tried to warn you You play with fire, it's gonna burn you

43.) I took a step back as the room was filling up And I was packed up against these people who were tossing up a strong vibe

44.) I got my stitches stitched, I got my fixes fixed, In my aching head, I got my kisses slit.

45.) The I.V. and your hospital bed This was no accident This was a therapeutic chain of events

46.) I know how this all must look Like a picture ripped from a story book I've got it easy I've got it made

47.) I guess I just lost my husband I don't know where he went So I'm gonna drink my money I'm not gonna pay his rent

48.) I drift away to a place Another kind of life Take away the pain I create my paradise

49.)Only two more days, until your birthday Yesterday was mine You'll be turning five

50.) Hanging out behind the club on the weekends Acting stupid, getting drunk with my best friends I couldn't wait for the summer and the Warped Tour I remember it's the first time that i saw her...there

This is just for fun... or is it?

2009-01-04T21:30:25Z

Boyfriend (or Girlfriend) Application!
Directions: Fill out your information in a comment, be truthful and as detailed as possible. it's the little things that count! Remove my commets before you answer.

1. Name:

2. Age:

3. Gender:

4. Do you have any siblings?

5. Pets?

6. What are your hobbies?

7. Do you have a Job? if yes, where?

8. How much are you willing to spend on me?

9. Give me two Compliments:

10. Correct answer to "does this make my butt look big?"

11. I accuse you of cheating, you didn't, how do you prove your innocence?

12. Who's hotter: Britney or Christina?

13. What's your best feature?

14. Pic of you:

15. Favorite place to go:

16: Do you like shopping?

17. Would you say "I love you" first?

18. How would you make me feel better if I was sick?

19. Who's hotter: Bill Beckett or Bill Kaulitz?

20. Why do you want to be my Boyfriend/Girlfriend?

anyone can comment, idgaf,

2008-10-23T23:13:03Z

Leave your name and:
1. I'll respond with something random about you
2. I'll challenge you to try something
3. I'll pick a color that I associate with you
4. I'll tell you something I like about you
5. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory of you
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of
7. I'll ask you something I've always wanted to ask you
8. If I do this for you, you must post this on yours

guitarsnhearts @ 2008-10-12T00:00:00

2008-10-12T04:41:13Z

What you are about to see may be shocking for younger viewers, faint of heart and the elderly... Viewer discretion is advised.

=D DID I SCARE YOU?
XD

I wanna go to the ZOO, any takers?
Like. OMG we could go see MONKEYS! and they would throw poop! and we would laugh!

and then we could waddle around like penguins! PENGUINS! I need to see them!

and Tigers!

OMG the polar bears are SOOOOOOO CUTEEEEEEEEE.

ALL these pictures are from the spring.

OMG! there's like...fricken...ANIMALS at the zoo.
We need to go!
SOON!
before it gets too cold for all the bb's to be outside.
LEMURS! omg we have to go and look at LEMURS!

Sloths...

and like, Manta rays...only not. Island rays though, like, spotted pacific island rays...with stingers.

and Turtles and Crocodiles and Frogs! and Snakes! and BIG GIANT BUGS THAT COULD EAT YOUR FACE! FISH! OMG FISH.

That little guy was my favorite! HE LOOKS LIKE CHUCKLES THE SILLY PIGGY! FROM DAVE THE BARBARIAN! I WATCHED THAT SHOW TODAY!

They have birds! like! OMG THEY HAVE BALD EAGLES!

and PEACOCKS!

FLINKA PLAMINGOES!
Prarie dogs,

and Zebras

and Rhinos and all kinds of animals!
Giraffes

and they have LIONS!
OME OF THE LIONS LOOKS LIKE SIMBA!

RED PANDAS!
LLAMAS! ALPACAS! CARIBOO! BUFFALOS!
CAMELS AND DEERS AND KANGAROOS!

They might even have a couple Koalas and wallabys too. I can't remember.

O.
M.
G.
DO YOU THINK THEY'D HAVE HEDGEHOGS AT THE ZOO?
I WANNA SEE SOME HEDGEHOGS!
I know they have geeses

and Emu's and Ostriches and JACKASSES!

oooh. WOLVERINES.
Butterflys and pretty birds.
and SCARLET MACAWS!

and this guy...like a flamingo in a tree!

so I think we Should go to the zoo!

JUST A RANDOM THOUGHT.

2008-10-12T02:25:02Z

I WANT TO KISS YOU AGAIN!
:]

GUYSSSSS I USED A KIT TO MAKE A SONG!

2008-10-06T04:30:12Z

IT'S COUNTRY/WESTERN!
I met her in a gay bar at McDonald's.
I can stil recall that creepy smile she wore.
She was slurpin up linguini by the off ramp.
and I knew that she would be an easy score;
the judge declared I'd stay with her forever.
She said to me there was no other guy;
But who'd have thought she'd boogie with my best friend.
I now can kiss my credit cards goodbye!

Make your own!

it's about time I did this again...

2008-08-22T04:04:33Z

Guess, as many as you kids would like. This is for fun, so dont look up the lyrics on Google. kthxs.

1.) I'd go, where I know, if the earth could find my feet, I'd run away.
2.) I had to use a public restroom today.
3.) I'm gonna make it bend and break.
4.) You said you didn't need me, but you did, you said you didn't want me, but you do, it's kinda like a comedy well first you kiss me, and then you say we're through.
5.) am I more than you bargained for yet?
6.) I've been trying too hard, I've been spinning around, got people chasing me down.
7.) Dance, dance!
8.) you only hold me up like this, 'cause you don't know who I really am.
9.) i had that game operation, remember opeation? big naked white guy, he had no peepee at all.
10.) There will be no rules tonight, if there we're we'd break 'em.
11.) Staring at the sky, there's angels in the snow / wishing she could fly high, above the world below.
12.) So this is the same old blood rush with a new touch.
13.) Hey, Tell me whats goi-in on, Hey, tell me where I go Wrong.
14.) you said I...was your everything.you said I...was "the one." You played me, like a radio. you used to know that I... had no shame.
15.) i've been here before a few times. and i'm quite aware we're dying.
16.) some people have it, and other people dont.
17.) oh well imagine as I'm pacing the pews in a church corridor.
18.) late at night, hear the song spinning in my head, heaven knows I can't sleep at all.
19.) well she never was the best, at following the trends,
20.) times are strange, we got a free upgrade for snakes on a plane so c'mon o'hare. pop the cheap champagne we're going down in flames.
21.) are we going up or just going down its just a matter of time before we're all foutnd out, take our tears, put 'em on ice, 'cause I swear I'd burn the city down to show you the light.
22.) we don't have time left to regret..
23.) it's hard to believe that I couldn't see, you we're always there beside me~
24.) look at this photograph, evey time i do it makes me laugh.
25.) i still hare your voice when you sleep next to me, i still feel your touch in my dream
26.) please leave all overcoats canes and tophats with the doorman.
27.) I'm in the business of misery, lets take it from the top.
28.) the DA is dressed to the nines.
29.) I'm a stictch away, from making it, and a scar away from fallign apart.
30.) the city is at war, playtime for the young and rich, ignore me if you see me 'cause I just don't give a shit, the city is at war bless the young and rich.
31.) hey dad, writing to you, not to tell you, that I still hate you, jist to tell you how I feel.
32.) I'm waiting for you rigth outside, the place we first locked eyes..
33.) oh, my love, please dont cry, I'll wash my bloody hands and we'll start a new life.
34.) why you always tryin make me something that i dont wanna be
35.) Brother's and sisters put this record down, take my advice, cause we are bad news. we will leave you high and dry, it's not worth teh heariong you'll lose.
36.) I took a step back, as the room was filling up
37.) three days, eight hours, forteen minutes gone, you bend I break like in every song.
38.) is it me, or is it all of us.
39.) drink down your cina nd kerosene, come and spit off bridges with me.
40.) is it still me that makes you sweat, am i who you think about in bed when the lights are dim and your hands are shaking as your sliding off your dress.
41.) uh-huh holy shit, it's about time you get off my dick.
42.) I couldn't spell when i was little kid, I couldn't spell, so my parents were all concerned.
43.) oh i'm driving back in black, just got my liscence back..
44.) I'm not one for lovesongs, the way I'm living makes you feel like giving up.
45.) if the hear tis always searching, can you ever find a hope.
46.) so typically, soft set back and perfectly.
47.) when i was a little kid i used to act crazy.
48.) don't you try to take me down, dont you try to take me over.
49.) Time is never time at all, you can never ever leave.
50.) you never lied to me not once, it's not your fauly that I cant trust, it's in my past its in my path, and I can't go there.

guitarsnhearts @ 2008-08-10T03:20:00

2008-08-10T07:20:30Z

Instructions:
1-List 20 things that you want to say to people, but never will
2-Don't mention their names
3-Never discuss it again
4-Random order

1. I LOVE you, more than you will ever know. I hate the way you think you're worthless, you're not. I promise I'll always be there for you, even when you think I'm not, Even when you don't want me to be.

2. You're my new best friend, But, I'm a little jealous of you, you're doing something with your life, and I'm not, I never will. I really want everything to work out for you! and even though I'm a tiny bit jealous, it only makes me want to work that much harder to make something of myself, to be a better person. My diet is really for you.

3. You make me smile so much, you make me laugh when I want to cry, I love you more than I ever intended to. you have a huge peice of my heart.

4. I'm sorry we've drifted apart, We were close, and now we're not. someone has gotten between us, I wish I could be great friends with both of you, but I can't. you guys are pulling in different directins, and their pull is stronger than yours. I do care about you, and I do want to be your friend, but I have a feeling we wont be as close as were were even 6 months ago. I hate the secrets I've kept for you, even the ones you didn't know I was keeping.

5. I think I'm in love with you, you are my EVERYTHING.

6. You've been one of the best people in my life for so long, I love you like the sister I never had, and I hope you feel the same about me.

7. You broke my heart, you're the person I want to hate, but love you, I miss you, Please come back. I could talk about anything with you, and you left me here all by myself, I cry over you every night.

8. I hate you, you're a bitch (**Bastard), please go fuck a fork, slit your wrists, drink poison, or hey! do all three and see wich kills you faster. I don't mean any of that, the truth is you hurt me, I'm never going to forgive you, so stop asking for forgiveness.

9. You are my best friend in sooooooo many ways, but we've basically stopped talking, please text me. or call, anything, I just want to know you're ok.

10. BUNNY!KISSES! =D you're my favorite, but don't tell the others.

11. when we were younger we were so much closer than we are now, I'm sorry we've grown up, I wish we could go back to being little.

12. you're essentially my big brother, I'm scared you're leaving me behind.

13. I feel like you never really liked me, you just acted like you did to get what you wanted.

14. re-read 13.

15. I miss being close to you...

16. I loved you so much and then you left me. I know it's not your fault, but a part of me died when you did.

17. I'm so fucking scared to lose you.

18. I wish we could be closer, but, we're both too stubborn to fix things.

19. You killed me when you got married. I guess I always knew it wouldn't work between us (me & HIM, not me & you), but you had to go and get married to HIM, you still don't know what he did to me, and you never will, I can keep secrets.

20. I never loved you, I only told you I did so you'd love me. I'm really sorry, I said a lot of nasty things that I didn't mean. If I could give you back your wasted time I would.

EDIT: I HAVE MORE!

21. You're the biggest whore I've ever met in my entire life, but I wouldn't trade you for the world.

22. I know you love him, But he's my VBOFE (Very Best and Oldest Friend Ever) I hate that he adores you so much. I've seen the way you look at each other and it's adorable, but he loves you more than you could ever love him, I'm sorry, I just don't feel that you deserve him.

23. you let her walk all over you...WHY?

24. You're a fucking pansy-ass! man up! Grow some balls! JUST DO IT ALREADY!

24. You're so fucking pretty and you don't even know it. Please please go look in a mirror? it'll help you see yourself the way others see you.

guitarsnhearts @ 2008-08-03T02:09:00

2008-08-03T06:09:38Z

see more cute dogs and puppies

Wow :|

2008-08-01T20:33:47Z

1) Look at the list and bold those you have read.
2) Italicize those you intend to read.
3) Underline the books you LOVE.
4) Reprint this list in your own LJ so we can try and track down these people who've read 6 and force books upon them

1 Pride and Prejudice - Jane Austen
2 The Lord of the Rings - JRR Tolkien (IMO it was too wordy)
3 Jane Eyre - Charlotte Bronte
4 Harry Potter series
5 To Kill a Mockingbird - Harper Lee
6 The Bible
7 Wuthering Heights - Emily Bronte
8 Nineteen Eighty Four - George Orwell
9 His Dark Materials - Philip Pullman
10 Great Expectations - Charles Dickens
11 Little Women - Louisa M Alcott (imo it wasn't that great.)
12 Tess of the D'Urbervilles - Thomas Hardy
13 Catch 22 - Joseph Heller
14 Complete Works of Shakespeare
15 Rebecca - Daphne Du Maurier
16 The Hobbit - JRR Tolkien
17 Birdsong - Sebastian Faulks
18 Catcher in the Rye - JD Salinger
19 The Time Traveller's Wife - Audrey Niffenegger
20 Middlemarch - George Eliot
21 Gone With The Wind - Margaret Mitchell
22 The Great Gatsby - F Scott Fitzgerald
23 Bleak House - Charles Dickens
24 War and Peace - Leo Tolstoy
25 The Hitch Hiker's Guide to the Galaxy - Douglas Adams
26 Brideshead Revisited - Evelyn Waugh
27 Crime and Punishment - Fyodor Dostoyevsky
28 Grapes of Wrath - John Steinbeck
29 Alice in Wonderland - Lewis Carroll (read it once, intend to read it again)
30 The Wind in the Willows - Kenneth Grahame
31 Anna Karenina - Leo Tolstoy
32 David Copperfield - Charles Dickens
33 Chronicles of Narnia - CS Lewis
34 Emma - Jane Austen
35 Persuasion - Jane Austen
36 The Lion, The Witch and The Wardrobe - CS Lewis
37 The Kite Runner - Khaled Hosseini
38 Captain Corelli's Mandolin - Louis De Bernieres
39 Memoirs of a Geisha - Arthur Golden
40 Winnie the Pooh - AA Milne
41 Animal Farm - George Orwell
42 The Da Vinci Code - Dan Brown
43 One Hundred Years of Solitude - Gabriel Garcia Marquez
44 A Prayer for Owen Meaney - John Irving
45 The Woman in White - Wilkie Collins
46 Anne of Green Gables - LM Montgomery (didn't really like it.)
47 Far From The Madding Crowd - Thomas Hardy
48 The Handmaid's Tale - Margaret Atwood
49 Lord of the Flies - William Golding
50 Atonement - Ian McEwan
51 Life of Pi - Yann Martel
52 Dune - Frank Herbert
53 Cold Comfort Farm - Stella Gibbons
54 Sense and Sensibility - Jane Austen
55 A Suitable Boy - Vikram Seth
56 The Shadow of the Wind - Carlos Ruiz Zafon
57 A Tale Of Two Cities - Charles Dickens (WAYY too wordy and confusing)
58 Brave New World - Aldous Huxley
59 The Curious Incident of the Dog in the Night-time - Mark Haddon
60 Love In The Time Of Cholera - Gabriel Garcia Marquez
61 Of Mice and Men - John Steinbeck
62 Lolita - Vladimir Nabokov
63 The Secret History - Donna Tartt
64 The Lovely Bones - Alice Sebold
65 Count of Monte Cristo - Alexandre Dumas
66 On The Road - Jack Kerouac
67 Jude the Obscure - Thomas Hardy
68 Bridget Jones's Diary - Helen Fielding
69 Midnight's Children - Salman Rushdie
70 Moby Dick - Herman Melville
71 Oliver Twist - Charles Dickens
72 Dracula - Bram Stoker
73 The Secret Garden - Frances Hodgson Burnett (read it, loved it, want to read it again)
74 Notes From A Small Island - Bill Bryson
75 Ulysses - James Joyce
76 The Bell Jar - Sylvia Plath
77 Swallows and Amazons - Arthur Ransome
78 Germinal - Emile Zola
79 Vanity Fair - William Makepeace Thackeray
80 Possession - AS Byatt
81 A Christmas Carol - Charles Dickens
82 Cloud Atlas - David Mitchell
83 The Color Purple - Alice Walker
84 The Remains of the Day - Kazuo Ishiguro
85 Madame Bovary - Gustave Flaubert
86 A Fine Balance - Rohinton Mistry
87 Charlotte's Web - EB White
88 The Five People You Meet In Heaven - Mitch Albom
89 Adventures of Sherlock Holmes - Sir Arthur Conan Doyle
90 The Faraway Tree Collection - Enid Blyton
91 Heart of Darkness - Joseph Conrad
92 The Little Prince - Antoine De Saint-Exupery
93 The Wasp Factory - Iain Banks
94 Watership Down - Richard Adams
95 A Confederacy of Dunces - John Kennedy Toole
96 A Town Like Alice - Nevil Shute
97 The Three Musketeers - Alexandre Dumas
98 Hamlet - William Shakespeare
99 Charlie and the Chocolate Factory - Roald Dahl
100 Les Miserables - Victor Hugo

guitarsnhearts @ 2008-06-24T16:40:00

2008-06-24T20:51:21Z

TODAY is my LAST day of housesitting!!!! For June anyway.
sunday I got here and took Tess for a walk, then mom and dad came over with pizza and then I couldn't sleep.
Monday (yesterday) I woke up and went to school, then came back here and fed the dog and cat, then left and picked up Amber, then we went to her house and hung out for a little bit, then we left to go pick up Patty, then we left and got Wendy's and then we went on to lakeside mall, we walked around, I made a puppy (his name is Sunshine and he likes to wear pink, pics later. maybe) then I dropped them off at home and got back here about 10. Then I went to sleep.
Today I woke up at like 1-ish and went to take my stuff home, then I came back here and that's prettymuch caught up.

OH SHIT.

2008-06-20T21:52:53Z

The gland on the right side of my throat is swollen to the size of a small orange, and it's oozing nasty shit...like blood and puss.

it HURTS!

*growls* I'm going to cough on everyone just to be a bitch.
then I'm going to go to the doc's on tuesday if I'm not better,

EDIT ON SATURDAY:
I'm all better! it was just a nasty case of the allergy buggy.

:-P

2008-06-18T19:05:09Z

I COLORED ANGEL KITTIESS...

AND I MADE MY PETE AND PATRICK DOLLS GET MARRIED, *TEAR* THE WEDDING WAS BEAUTIFUL.

XD
AND NOW I AM OFF TO NAP.

:-)

2008-06-09T20:45:40Z

Like my userpic? me too.
Now on to "serious business"
I started summer school today, it was ok. for summer school.
:-) Thats all.
oh. I took a nap, naps are awesome.

Wost day of my life.

2008-06-03T05:19:13Z

Scooter, Scott Nathaniel Anderson, My best friend, My rock, My shelter from the storm, Has Pancreatic Cancer. The strange (I'm not sure yet if it's good or bad) thing is he's still being Scooter, he's not letting it affect him, much. earlier we were in the kitchen (I've been following him like a lost puppy for hours) and he looked at the clock and grinned at me "LOOK! it's 11:11 make a wish!" and I looked at him and started crying again, "I wish you weren't sick" then he pouted and said "me too, but I'm going to fight..." then we hugged and his smart mouth goes "for my right to party!"

I met Scooter when I was 5, and he was "five and three quarters" He's always been the one to pick me up when I'm down, He's saved me from doing stupid things countless times, and more than anything, he's been the one constant that I've ALWAYS been able to count on. Scooter's found me in some of the stupidest situations I've ever put myself in, and he's held my hand for all of it; he was the one that took me to doctor's appointments when I was too scared to go alone or tell my partents, he was the one that held me and let me cry my eyes out the night of Robbie's funeral, Scooter was the one that told me I was doing the right thing by NOT having a kid at 14*. Scooter's kept me sane, I would be so lost without him. Scott Nathaniel Anderson is my best friend, My soulmate, and I Love him.

I just want him to be ok, I want him to live, and I want to have my best friend around to talk to whenever, Forever. Always. Scott Nathaniel Anderson isn't just "Scooter" He's my rock, shelter from the storm, my best friend, and my fucking soulmate. He needs me, and I need him. I'd give him my life, and I'd do anything to make him happy, no matter what, because I love him, and there's no love more pure than that of best friends.

*Scooter says I need to expand on the "kid at 14" thing, so here goes:
When I was 14 I was a whore (Scooter will tell you I was "exploring her sexuality...with lots of people." but We now know the truth don't we? I was a whore.) and I got Pregnant, and I was scared, the only people I told about it at the time was Scooter and his mom, (Scooter's mom is a registered nurse, she works for an OBGYN) and anyway, I went to a free clinic (this was the scariest thing I've ever done because we went to one in teh middle of fucking Detroit) with Scooter and I got a "professional" test, and then they gave me an ultrasound, the nurse/technician person said I was about 7 weeks along, I didn't want to look at the screen, but Scooter did, and he told me he'd help me if I wanted to keep it. I'll never know what that would be like because about a month later (3 and a half weeks) I went to a party and got really drunk, and a little high. I tripped and fell down a flight of stairs, and when someone asked me if I was alright I said I was fine and that I just wanted to go "home." Now what I told the person driving me was not home at all but Scooters house, about an hour after I got there (his mom made me try to sober up, so I could go Home) I had to pee, and when I went, there was blood everywhere. I screamed and Scooter came in (to "kill the spider") but yelled for his mom when he saw I was bleeding (he thought I'd grabbed a pair of scissors, and cut myself so he actually yelled "OMG MOM, MINDY'S TRYING TO KILL HERSELF!") Scooters mom told me what probobly happened and that I had to go to a Hospital, I didn't want to, but the next day Scooter kidnapped me and brought be back to that shitty clinic and his mom was right, I had lost the baby. I cried, I'm still not sure why, because I know I didn't really want a kid, but I cried really hard, and Scooter cried with me. He told me it was ok, that I was going to be ok, and that he would love me no matter what, and I still believe him when he tells me things like that, because he was right.

=D =D =D =D =D =D =D =D =D =D =D =D =D =D =D =D

2008-05-21T04:35:37Z

I MET PANIC AT THE DISCO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
omg, Ryan said hi to me! and then Brendon grinned omg, it blinded me. Spencer's eyes!!!!!!! and Jon is just plain awesome. They're all sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo A-FUCKING-DORABLE!
=D =D =D =D =D
And! then I got BARRICADE! but I gotted smooshed, by ugly smelly people, so I had the security help me out. =\ BUT. I got better pictures of Brendon, Ryan, and Jon because of it.
=D =D =D =D =D
Then after the show I got TWO hoodies. Motion City Soundtrack (because I actually liked them live.) and Panic, (because I just wanted it.)

Now I'm home...and I'm worried.
I was promised a phonecall from someone...*cough*cough* and they (you) didn't call...I just need to know they're (you're) alright...

HONDA CIVIC TOUR.

2008-05-20T14:46:40Z

IS TONIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*spazzes all over the place*
I'm excited.
Update after the show, definately.

guitarsnhearts @ 2008-05-07T02:04:00

2008-05-07T06:55:41Z

Guess, as many as you kids would like. This is for fun, so dont look up the lyrics on Google. kthxs.

1.)you're not the only one...
2.) somethin' 'bout the georgia summer afternoon
3.)it's hard to believe that i couldnt see
4.)this time, this place, mis-used, mistakes.
5.) it was a cold california.
6.)yeah, here we go...
7.)I had to use a public restroom today
8.) the drops of rain they fall all over
9.)if i dont cry, do you think i dont feel?
10.)stop stalling make a name for yourself
11.)i feel chained, chained down.
12.)AM I another casualty?
13.) starin' at the skyyyy
14.)penny for your thoughts but a dollar for your insides
15.)i watch these stars, i watch the sky.
16.)I've been sitting in the dirt. for 24 hours.
17.) 18 years have come and gone, for mama they flew by, but for me the drug on and on
18.) she's going out to forget they were together.
19.)am I more than you've bargaine for yet?
20.)it's 2:45 the baby takes his first breath.
21.)then get this right?
22.) I've got my things i'm good to go.
23.) KNOW SOMETHING, I GOTTA RANGE! [(lmao...)]
24.)i judge by what shes wearing just how many hits imtearing off of assholes coming on to her.
25.) what you got now
26.) come here. just hold my hand for now.
27.)there's certain ways that people when they bite it...you laugh.
28.)i see you and i'm waiting to make my move.
29.)it's that time.its that time again.
30.) i've never been the kind that you'd call lucky.
31.) last years wishes are this years apologies
32.) i been waiting for the stars to come out.
33.)i loved everythign about you that hurt so let me see your moves.
34.) so this is the same old blood rush with a new touch
35.)and i been thinking about it all the time
36.)she was driving last friday
37.)you said "i would go anything"
38.)now I'm of consenting age
39.)you and me all alone, it's too late to say we didnt know.
40.)drink down your gin and kerosene
41.)so many crappy...the first job i had
42.)please leave all overcoats cane and tophats with the doorman
43.)my friends are telling me i lost my mind when i hooked up with you. maybe thats true.
44.)the city is at war
45.) you only hold me up like this, cause you dont know who i really am.
46.)she's got tattoos and peircings, she likes minor threat she likes social distortion.
47.)ah huh holy shit! its about time you get off my dick/
48.)i comb the crowd and pick you out
49.)what just happened did you kiss me?
50.)OH MY GOD BECKY LOOK AT HER BUTT...

hahahaha

2008-05-05T05:57:38Z

I'm bored. && i want everyone to do the first one.

2008-05-05T05:18:30Z

*TURN ON or TURN OFF?*
Smoking:	off
Drinking:	off...usually.
Swearing / Cursing:	off
Funky hair: (like green in color or strange cut/style)	on. ;D
*In a Guy / Girl?*
What color eyes:	Brown
What color hair:	any.
tall or short:	eh...depends on the person, usually taller.
thick or thin:	i dont givea flying fuck.
shy or outgoing:	either, I like both.
funny or smart:	I like them funny AND smart.
cute or sexy:	sexy.
sweet or sexual:	sexual.
*Your Faves?*
Food:	pizza
Alcoholic Drink:	:\|
Non-Alcoholic Drink:	Mountain dew.
TV show:	Law & order: SVU
Movie:	EMPIRE RECORDS.
Band:	:\| FOB
Song:	:[ there's too many...
Lyric:	"wear me like a locket around your throat, I'll weigh you down, I'll watch you choke"
Book:	"then he ate my boy entrancers" or "startled by his furry shorts" or "mates dates and cosmic kisses"
Magazine:	Rolling Stone.
Website:	FOBR
*About you~!~*
Name:	Mindy
Age:	19... I desprately wish I could put 17 right now you have no idea
Birthday:	April 9th
Height:	5'5"
Guy or Gal:	Girrrrrrrrrrrrl
*Random...LOOK A KITTY!=^.^=*
Do you smoke:	Nope, it's bad for you.
Do you drink:	yep sometimes, but it's bad for you.
Do you curse/swear:	I try not to, it's a bad habit.
Do you use an umbrella when it's raining:	Um...no.
Do you kiss and tell:	yep ;D
*:D More Random!*
Do you have a favorite hoodie/sweatshirt/jacket:	YES YES I DO, 2 actually.
If yes, what color is it:	one is black the other is red.
Does it have a design on it:	they both do.
Are you dating anyone:	yep ;D
What's their name:	Catie.
Are they good looking:	YES, She's my prettyful baby.
if you said "No" to the kiss and tell question you just lied!	I said "yes" to the kiss and tell question...
*the 90's! yes or no.*
*Music:*
Backsteet Boys:	yes
NSYNC:	yes
Britney:	yes
Christina:	yes
Jessica:	no
Mandy:	sometimes
The Spice girls:	yes
*TV:*
S-Club 7:	yes
Big Wolf on Campus:	yes
Buffy:	no
Charmed:	sometimes
ER:	sometimes
Pepper Ann:	no
Amanda Anaconda:	eh...no
ALL THAT!:	yes
Kenan and Kell:	yes
Doug:	yes
POGS:	this isnt a TV show...but I had them
Slinky:	i had one of these too
Easy Bake oven/creepy crawlies:	easy bake oven
Gak/Squand/playdough:	all three ;D
Play food:	yep
Baby Dolls:	yep
Barbie:	yep
Polly pocket:	yep
Glitterator:	yep omg
Cap gun:	yep
Dinosaurs:	yep
G.I. Joe:	no
Teenaged Mutant Nina turtles:	no
*Your Style:*
Favorite shirt:	My Black and Whte stripey Halter.
What about pants:	My black jeans
Now the shoes:	My black vans
For girls with long hair- up or down:	up. :\| down is too messy.
Carry a wallet/purse:	yep both.
What's it look like:	purse=silver wallet=teal/green
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SEX?
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